in Love

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Now I feel better.
I. Can't. Believe. It.
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Well, now I can since its been a couple days. If anyone cares to remember, I talked about a certain kouhai I have a crush on a few times in this blog. I think he may like me back. Though I'm not too sure. So, I was thinking about telling him in a note since I don't have the courage to tell him to his face. It's not my best idea but I'm a coward when it comes to love.especially since I've never had a boyfriend before. I think its because I'm the type that's too loud and I'm not all that girly and I speak the truth instead of lies. It's just the way I am.

But, is the note really a good idea? I'm having second doubts about it, but it's the only way I can express my feelings. Ugh, what should I do?